What Am I

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?

I'm sick of doing what they want me to do and never get anything back

I'm sick of living like an outlaw where it feel like I'm under attack

They don't care about my past

They just wanna see me crash

They just wanna see me cry and die inside

I'm hoping that it's gonna pass

But it's not going to

I know that you feel like the place that I'm in

Isn't new to you

But the world that we live in is very controlling

You've no idea what it do to you

Now I'm in a position where all of my thoughts

And my plans and my dreams went to dust

And the people that I had thought to be my friends

Ended up to be breaking my heart and my trust

Everyday I keep on telling everybody

That I'm fine but I know that I'm not

And maybe that's the problem cuz I push you away

When I need your help and now I can't stop

Sometimes I wish that I never existed

Sometimes I wonder why I persisted

Sometimes I think that I've fallen too far

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?

Remember when I said on the bed when I thought that I'd be dead?

Said I'd live for you but as I grew up

I started living for me instead

Thought that I knew how to live like a human

Doing what felt right inside

Never knew when I gave in to the demons

And ended up breaking and wrecking my life

Thought I was making progress

Guess I'm just making a mess

I used to feel like I'm blessed

Now I'm just feeling depressed

Everything that I ever imagined

Came falling apart right in front of my eyes

And I know I keep saying that I'm gonna fix it

But honestly I know I don't even try

Wish I was confident but all the voices and fears

I got try to eat me alive

At the rate that I'm going, it feel like they're gonna succeed,

I'm scared cuz I don't wanna die, no

S-U-I-C-I-D-E is not a choice, so God help me cuz

I feel like I'm breaking down.

If you hear me now!

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?

Every time I try to fight

Feel like something's in the way of me being right

Got me going off the deep end everynight

Got these thoughts inside my head like the speed of light

Nobody cares, that's how I feel like everyday

Going too fast, man I need a break

All of this pain is more than I'd take

So everynight I look up at the sky and pray to God

Cuz it feel like everything I ever did has gone to squat

I've been on my knees tonight

Cuz I can't stop wondering why

I'm so sick of living a Lie

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I, What am I?

Can you tell me

What am I, What am I?