Felt

Its like im So sick that I caught myself Running from my purpose Alone was a call for help When nobody picked the phone up I had to feel how it felt In the moment I was broken But realness always prevails So I Kept pushing to express my feels Negative energy clearing out of my field And the love of my family fortified my shield Even my worst enemy praying that I heal Now Right here face to face with my fears Thought they would leave me after all these years They aint wanna believe it when I picked a career But now I feel them releasing when I shed my tears And now Its ok to cry Long day its ok to cry One way ima take the ride Let it feel I been waking up Long day its ok to cry Face fears man I've had enough Let it rain let it flood in now So sick that I caught my self self So sick that I So sick that I So sick that I caught my self self An all them tears aint fall for no reason Keep on pushing evolve and make peace With the mistakes and flaws that made me me Found the beauty in these scars on our family tree Now we zooming to the stars in this 05 jeep Bleeding memories out the heart what a beautiful thing Its such a beautiful thing Long day its ok to cry One way ima take the ride Let it feel I been waking up Long day its ok to cry Face fears man I've had enough Let it rain let it flood in now Right here face to face with my fears So sick that I caught myself Waking up