I look so much better, so I guess I'm alright

And I've got everything together and I'm glad I'm alive

But everything feels better on the edge of a knife

And I just really wish I didn't have to lie to you

Start crying in my room

I wanna be someone who

You feel better around, but

I don't know if I can get better for you

Feels like I turned my body inside out

My head is burning like a machine, tryna cool it down

I figured I'd have gotten used to this by now

I've gotten nearly everything I ever hoped I'd have

So why am I still sad?

I tear myself in half

Narcoleptic insomniac

I didn't think that it would ever get this bad

And if everything

Without you

Without you

And if everything