Holy Ejaculate

I’m losing my mind just thinking of time that’s been melting my soul away

I haven’t done shit & I’m ready to quit because I can’t get in any other word to say

My brain’s gone and turned on me

I’m surprised I still can see

& tell a rock from a tree

I’m only shades of blue when I’m told I’m supposed to be a rainbow

People says that I’m so nice

Others say that I’m cold as ice

But when I think of paradise

I imagine myself buried six feet under & burning far below

God’s a fat bitch

Christ is just God’s holy ejaculate

I’ve swallowed every lie

My eyes staring at the sky

I hope I bleed before I die

But every chance I get I know it’s gonna be a hit or a miss

My skin it don’t see sun-rays

I’m sleeping away my days

I don’t really have much to say

I’m just protected by the ejaculation of serpents sealed with a kiss

Come slither over & taste my cum

Lick the tip with your forked tongue

Let your underbelly upon my breast

Wrap your tail around my neck

God’s a fat bitch

I am just a dog’s ejaculate

I am just a dog’s ejaculate

I am just a dog’s ejaculate

I am just a dog’s Ejaculate

Your god is the devil you despise

I’m cursed I’m sure & I am so poor that I can’t account for what I said

I am so lost & I can’t count the cost or recall any book that I ever read

It’s getting late or is seven & eight

Just words on an English alphabet?

Is time just mine or a paradigm

Of whoever is counting life & death?

Everyone is just fine

All of this is alright