Thousand Spiders

I'm learning how to trust myself

I've spent most of my life listening to someone else

And now I realize I've put my mind through hell

I don't need your love, I already love myself

There's an empty home

Inside your skin and bones

Packed up all your things

And went off on your own

Now I'm standing stuck

In your garden, love

Wondering when your daisies are gonna pop up

I don't think you're really happy unless you've got the room's attention

Don't think anybody's happy when you're in the room

You're a thousand tiny spiders tryna get under my skin

But I won't let them in, no I won't let you in

There's an empty home

Inside your skin and bones

Packed up all your things

And went off on your own

Now I'm standing stuck

In your garden, love

Wondering when your daisies are gonna pop up

I've got perfectly good reasons

For all of my changing seasons

And I don't need to explain them to you

If you see me standing up for myself

Just sit the fuck down

Unless you're tryna help

There's an empty home

Inside your skin and bones

Packed up all your things

And went off on your own

Now I'm standing stuck

In your garden, love

Wondering when your daisies are gonna pop up