You are the loneliest light

Peering too bright through the blinds of my life

Is sites that we've seen blown out our pipe dreams in your eyes

We're so distracted now darling

How do we know when the life leaves

The love that we've grown

Well, I'm done getting fucked

And your done fucking up

But is this all mirrors and smoke

How do we know

Embers, lit cigarettes smoke every menthol 'til you forget

That nothing is black or suddenly white

Though it seems trite

I scaled the walls like a soldier

Bearing your bricks on my shoulders

How do you know

Well, I'm done getting fucked

And your done fucking up

Slowing down out of control

How do you know

Know

Our roots feel so impacted

And keep us up in the night

Like a demon we're failing to fight

Well, I'm done getting fucked

And I'm done fucking up

So is this a house or a home

I think I know