Black Static (I)

Drowning in a sea of static Forbearance wearing thin Night was already long long before this The consistent patterns begin to blend once again Ever expending and full of regret All of my solace lies In skin I've shed and left behind I've been losing sleep Searching a meaning in anything I have thought I'd learned to Separate myself from the surrealistic void But now I see it's engulfing me And I've no rope to grab ahold Something so frail and fragile Was certain to never float at all Inevitability in this static sea We all dissolve Shifting along with the flow Existing simply to say so I've been losing sleep Searching a meaning in anything All of my solace lies In skin I've shed and left behind I've been losing sleep Searching a meaning Sweating swirling my descent I bend and contort Incredible black hole Torn into the fabric of the earth Distorting not only thought Compromising vision Great delusional mind In control of everlasting time And as the light from the sun washes over me I will never find relief I've held the world in my hands I couldn't keep it on my own On my own I've held the world in my hands I couldn't keep it all alone All alone