Momentary Actuality

The sound, as if coming from the earth itself It pierced my mind, awakening Something primal, indescribable I stared into the mirror The image seemed to shift with every glance This wasn't right, nothing was I knew there was anything, something more I had to find it I stare into the sun The only thing that makes sense anymore You wouldn't know The pain I faced when I had to go And leave it all behind You wouldn't know The agony as I walked away It's hard to say The art of cruelty is a construct of rational beings To partakе in life it's a cold cruel joke I will drink of this calamity Drink of this Never-ending strife, straining at the yoke Breaking away and I'm running free As a chrysalis, evolving insects It doesn't matter to me Conflict of instinct Basic, afraid of what's next I'm sorry you had to find me like this Let me go Did I really want this? You wouldn't know The pain I faced when I had to go And leave it all behind You wouldn't know The agony as I walked away It's hard to say You wouldn't know The pain I faced when I had to go And leave it all behind You wouldn't know The agony as I walked away It's hard to say I stared into the mirror The image seemed to shift with every glance This wasn't right, the feeling of permanence Is slipping and I welcome it With a warm embrace I'll wait forever if you'll just come to me