I thought that going on this quest would make the pain go away

But now I'm feeling like a ghost and I have nowhere to stay

I've been walking for so long that I lost my way

They've been following me since then, I think they won't go away

Let me wake up somewhere I'll start over again

Tired of running away

Is this place real or does it only exists in my head

I know it's silly but I really thought that I could escape

The blinding beauty of a place I made in my head

It makes me crazy when I realise I'll never get there

I've been trying but I know I'll never escape

I should've stayed in my grave