Some nights I feel like I can’t take it

& Some days I feel like I ain’t gone make it

But Im chasing

Cause I came too far I started from the basement

Fuck that started from the pavement

**** hating

Prolly cause we make it happen

We ain’t waiting

While they faking

Some days I fall apart

The next day I feel amazing

And I be trynna take my time

But I be runnin out of patience

And these bitches they be playing

Bitch u leaving or u staying

Contradicting what u saying

Like bitch can u make it make sense

Teachers always fucked w me I mean except for mr mason

**** swear they feeling Freddy

Till I pop up like I’m Jasón

Wearing all black when I’m slidin I be feeling like a hatian

We can put u inna blunt and smoke u **** like Jamaicans

Hold up im finna kill again

I fucked her once I kill again

She trippen now I kill ha friend

U buggen I’m Dominican

Im starting but im finishing

He dissin ima finish him

No killa jus a synonym

Too many Ls im finna win

From the trenches it get tricky

Situations can get sticky

All these **** moving iffy

Can’t name one **** that bitched me

Young **** from the trenches

I was posted inna city

Went from New York to Baltimore

Then from Baltimore to Philly

Over East this shit get litty

I just hope u **** feel me

I be trynna spit that pain

So u can understand the real me

U Eva went to sleep starving u ain’t have no eats

U Eva had to steal some shoes cause u ain’t have no feets

U ever cried yaself to sleep ?

Inna winter w that heat

Just incase a **** reach like uncle drew u gotta teach

U neva had to move different

Mental battles cause my mood different

Fall out w ya mans he acting weird now u move distant

Give a fuck who dissing

U can call ya homie /cousin /bruva

Now ya whole hood missin

Sometimes I just needa vent

But I don’t want got no one to vent to

50$ to my name, my insurance and my rent due

And I gotta pay the house , kiosk and my other rent too

I question everyone around

U too nice **** who sent u