Grow Out Of It

I dress all my fears in camouflage Hard to know what's real and what is not Run away to lose my train of thought It always finds a way of catching up Now I'm turning 23 Still working out who I should be And I wonder if I'll ever fit the shoes picked out for me And I thought that I'd grow out of it And sometimes could've sworn I almost did And every time I'm starting to change I get so close and get in my way What if I, I never grow out of it? I guess there comes a point you come to terms It's just the part of me that I'm still learning Sometimes, I just wish it didn't hurt Maybe then I'd be a different person Still hope by 24 or 5 I won't be anxious all the time 'Cause I've never felt so far away For somewhere down the line And I thought that I'd grow out of it And sometimes could've sworn I almost did And every time I'm starting to change I get so close and get in my way What if I, I never grow out of it? What if I don't grow? What if I, what if I What if I can't grow? What if I, what if I What if I don't grow? What if I, what if I What if I can't grow? Grow out of it