Hurting

I can't even care like I used to 'Cause you took that from me Putting walls up I'd never choose to 'Cause we're not what we used to be But it's not easy to just all back like it's all cool But I think that it hurts me more than it hurts you 'Cause my mind is spacing heart is racing Can we skip the conversation where we Act like we never parted ways, 'Cause I know that you gon' leave me waiting For imaginary apologies As if you would ever do the right thing But you don't get the luxury to take your time with me Not when you force my hand and lie to me I'm hurting (when I gotta act tough) I'm hurting (when I limit my love) I'm hurting (when I gotta pack it up) I'm hurting when they wait 'til you're comfortable To pull the rug from under you Beat you down until you're black and blue I'm hurting Soon as you shot your shot we had to pivot Had a happy home but now you gotta visit (you gotta) Why'd you wait until I was committed (you waited) This feel like a set up I don't get it (you played me) 'Cause I can't love with pieces of me I'm just not built like that With me, it's always all or nothing And I can't unfeel that Tell me does time really go on If I didn't move on? And out of all of the things you've done Doing nothing about it, it's the worst one The pain of guilt it don't compare To what you did to me I swear this ain't no equal thing And dare I say embarrassing 'Cause you brought us here And now I'm hurting (when I gotta act tough) I'm hurting (when I limit my love) I'm hurting (when I gotta pack it up) I'm hurting when they wait 'til you're comfortable To pull the rug from under you Beat you down until you're black and blue And now I'm hurting