I cant see a house for miles, its not the same

Carrying a country Ill renounce my claim

Guess im out from under, i can't complain

Now i miss the thunder and how you called me every time it rained

You waited all alone till I decide to stay

I think that I misread the dial, I never came

I recognize the numbers, im counting all the shots id never take

But i cant help but wonder on nights i spend alone and lay awake

I can't see a car for miles, its not the same

I barely can remember how, i lost my way

Guessing though i was, the anchor and the hold, im not today

Riding down a toll road taking me home that i cant pay

It can't be undone

I'm getting under what i thought i overcome≠

Can't carry a thought

Im getting under what i thought was up

Its never enough

Ignore the hunger till the courses come

Instead of a stay the course

Im getting under my shot in the dark