Not A Friend

When is a friend not a friend? Like if on my phone your hand's in my hand But you ghost Why you call me friend? (Okay, that one was good Is that right?) She said baby girl it's been forever Did I forget? Must've lost your number Sorry, I've just been so unavailable I can barely breathe Feel like I'm inside walls around my mind And my paranoia's eating me alive I just can't believe Half the things I see Haven't been myself no I been half asleep When is a friend not a friend? Like if on my phone your hand's in my hand But you ghost when I needed you the most then Why you call me friend? Crazy how it's taken me forever Just to figure out one thing I never Are you, were you, ever really on my side? But it's not that deep So, you like to say In that drama type of way And not like an Oscar, like a cabaret I just can't believe Half the things I see Something else is underneath the masquerade When is a friend not a friend? Like if on my phone your hand's in my hand But you ghost when I needed you the most then Why you call me friend? When is a friend not a friend? Cause I'm ripping out a knife outta my back again Oh, I needed you the most then Why you call me friend? Na, Na, Na, Na Na, Na, Na, Na, Na Na, Na, Na, Na, Na Na, Na, Na, Na, Na Na, Na, Na, Na Na, Na, Na, Na, Na Na, Na, Na, Na, Na Na, Na, Na, Na, Na