Glass Hearts

Fuck!

These are the hardest four years of my life

They walk right by me heads turned with closed eyes

They don't even see me

At night in my house I'm still all alone

This is not a home they don't even see me

The scars on my body, they don't even bleed

I never do this for me

The scars on my body, they don't even bleed

I only do this for you to see

How am I supposed to

See through your eyes?

When you never saw the stars

Were falling at your feet?

Is it a song? Is that what they need?

For so long I've tried to get them to hear me

Picking and stabbing, their words feel like knives

Tearing and ripping the seams of my life

I've tried to convince them their words hurt like stones

I just wish they'd just leave me alone

I am on my knees

I need you to hear to me

I am on my knees

Hear me, please

How am I supposed to

To hear what you hear?

When you never heard the sound

Of our glass hearts breaking

With every tick of the clock when you are gone?

(How am I supposed to see through your eyes?)

I know what you've been through this hell was my life

You have to keep pushing I've seen through your eyes

Your days are like pages the chapters unread

You have to keep turning your book has no end