In My Head

I look for you in other people I nearly found you in a stranger And he tells me that I'm pretty But he don't see me as an equal And I was thinking of your mom's house And every picture that you live in I wanna crawl inside the photos But then reality, it kicks in I'm alone in this bed, yeah, he'll leave me for dead He will rise with the sun, place a kiss on my head Like he cares, like he cares I know time wasn't kind, oh, it left us behind And I start to forget all the reasons I cried at your hands Was it all in my head? Was it all in my-? You cut me loose When I hung around Yeah, I wanted you But you wanted out I bite my tongue As he pins me down 'Cause I think of you At your mother's house I look for you in the wrong places That's why I'm crashing every party And I'm clinging to the smokers Until they're calling me a taxi And I don't know how I could turn this around But my fingers are blue, gripping memories of you 'Cause I care, I still care I wasn't alright, but he turned off the light Was too tired to talk, so, I built it all up in my head Was it all in my head? Was it all in my-? You cut me loose When I hung around Yeah, I wanted you But you wanted out And I bite my tongue As he pins me down 'Cause I think of you At your mother's house I wake up, I wake up with a deathwish Was it love? Tell me, love, if I'm haunting you Do you sleep? Do you sleep with the light on? When you bleed, hope it all comes back to you I wake up, I wake up with a deathwish Was it love? Tell me, love, if I'm haunting you Do you sleep? Do you sleep with the light on? When you bleed, hope it all comes back to you