I wanna stay numb, pour a couple more drinks

Cause I'm sippin', grab the perc, put it in it

Don't know what I'm doing, life's a mess, but I'm living

Race you to the end and I'll wait for you

Yeah, I'm falling again

Don't see why they all try to pretend

Non-stop, I'm hating on myself

Wake up, hoping that today is the end

Yeah, wanna stay numb, pour a couple more drinks

Cause I'm sippin', grab the perc, put it in it

Don't know what I'm doing, life's a mess, but I'm living

Race you to the end and I'll wait for you

Yeah I'll wait for you down below at the gates to hell

Melted skin and burning bones

You can wish your life fair well

Yeah I'll wait for you down below at the gates to hell

Melted skin and burning bones

You can wish your life fair well

She doesn't like it when I take drugs

But it's the only thing that helps when I can't show love

I feel like I never give her enough, never tell her enough

But anytime I try, the words never seem to leave my mouth

I got thoughts but I never seem to get them out

I just sit there in silence, hoping if I close my eyes

I'll never see the light of day again

Yeah, I'm falling again

Don't see why they all try to pretend

Non-stop, I'm hating on myself

Wake up, hoping that today's the end

Yeah, wanna stay numb

Pour a couple more drinks cause I'm sipping

Grab the perc and put it in it

Don't know what I'm doing, life's a mess, but I'm living

Race you to the end and I'll wait for you