I'm Leaving

See, I've been sittin' in this room for some days Wonderin' why you treat me this way My friends are tellin' me I should go But something's tellin' me I should stay I know I don't deserve none of this Sick of wipin' tears from my eyes Sick of this emotional shit But then I realize That you bring me joy, but even more pain (more pain, more pain, more pain) And I feel when I'm with you, I lose more than I gain And well, with and without you, I swear, I'm goin' insane There has to be somethin' that is wrong with my brain It keeps sayin' Do you even understand the things that you say to me? Do you have a clue how it hurts? And when I think that I'm gonna leave You turn around and try to make it work I can't keep lettin' you pick me up And let you bring me back to the ground I gotta rub some dirt on these bruises And face this final round 'Cause you bring me joy, but even more pain (more pain, more pain, more pain, more pain) And I feel when I'm with you, I lose more than I gain And well, with and without you, I swear, I'm goin' insane There has to be somethin' that is wrong with my brain It keeps sayin' It's sayin', that I don't need you, but I know I don't need you All I wanna do is please you, but I don't wanna bleed too And I know that you care, but you don't ever act like you care So I love you, goodbye, and now it's time to search elsewhere My heart is sayin' that I don't need you, but I know I don't need you All I wanna do is please you, but I don't wanna bleed too And I know that you care, but you don't ever act like you care So I love you, goodbye, and now it's time to search elsewhere 'Cause you bring me joy, but even more pain (more pain, more pain, more pain, more pain) And I feel when I'm with you, I lose more than I gain And well, with and without you, I swear, I'm goin' insane There has to be somethin' that is wrong with my brain Well, not no more 'cause I'm leavin'