Motions

See now we going through them motions I should never left My own emotions I neglect So you can have some peace So tell me please why you be shutting me out Bring me up in discussion Just to single me out Tell me I'm way too serious I should maybe chill out Tell me I love too much And that's not what you bout DMC that's just not what you bout I'm still around if you wonder Emotional fix I'm a womanizer Motions switch I'm pissed I can't recognize her More shit fixed in my brain I'm not getting wiser If I was I wouldn't let this continue longer So destructive Early morning All I feel is anger Shit is scary got me burning wood I'm tryna be good Try not think of everything that we possibly could be Uhm She's everything Except good for my soul But nothing loved is ever lost so I still keep her around Used to think we'd ever last But I was fucking around That's crazy Makes no sense I'm still a sucker for love Although I feel it's getting darker I can't get me enough Emotions I'm going through em Dawg I try to elude em It's no good I feel it in the depth of my soul Lyfe Unpredictable I'm losing control Along with everything I own This is life I was told See now we going through them motions I should never left My own emotions I neglect so you can have some peace So tell me please why you be shutting me out Bring me up in discussion Just to single me out Tell me I'm way too serious I should maybe chill out Tell me I love too much And that's not what you bout DMC that's just not what you bout I'm still around if you wonder Emotional fix I'm a womanizer Positions switched I'm sick Man I hypnotize her Confessions scripted Mixed with a bottle of liquor Snesh looking at me like Since when do you drink that Huh Finally 20 man it's funny I think that My ass kinda grown 2 Decades alive Meanwhile the world's been spinning since the very beginning Words of a mortal Not worried cause I know I was told words are immortal I guess I strive to live forever Not in physical form Not as just a rapper but as human emotion Navigating through mo shit Felt it all The love, anger, envy Betrayal Until I fall Ima love like it's always my last For Mrs Charasika I've been praying Every day I think I'm getting weaker I'm a slave every day You say thats serious talk You cannot relate Breaks me down I can't pretend Cause I often fixate on conversations over lakes On late night dates Place my confessions over tapes These are my mistakes All these collisions overtake the peace in my soul I'm numb Far too numb to even notice I'm bleeding I can feel it in the air Won't be long till I'm leaving It's clear Death predictable I'm losing my life Along with everything I am Nothing loved Nothing lost Nothing loved is ever lost