A Song For Helga Pataki

Spent most of my life

Looking for a sign

I know may never come

That things may never change

But I'm so in love

With my own bad luck

And all my past mistakes

Oh ain't it a shame

And I know I've been unkind to you before

Please know: my heart and mind are a tug of war

And I know I've got no right

To come calling for you at your door hoping you'll let me in

But it's as good a place as any my friend

You're always on my mind

And there's been too many times

To tell you everything

And make you feel the same

And if I weren't so young

Maybe I'd give it up

And set my heart to sea

Just wash it away from me

And I know I've fed some lines to you before

Please know: my heart and mind are a tug of war

And I know I've got no right

To ask you for one second more to explain who I really am

But it's as good a time as any my friend

As good a time as any my friend

As good a time as any my friend

As good a time as any my friend