Long Lost

I reflected

On who I was

Never giving myself the credit I deserved

I detected

I had no love

For myself cause I never put me first

Sometimes this life

Becomes a blur

Caught up

Never living in the moment

The times goes by

And we get so pissed

But all along

We become our own opponent

I'm so sorry

I didn't love you

But now Im here

Making up for long lost time

No shame

No excuses

The new me is leaving

All those doubts behind

A new day

A new story

Took a minute

It was hard for me to see

I realized

No compromise

My happy ever after starts with me

My days looking blurry, blurry

Slow down

What's the hurry, hurry

It's probably nothing I just had a long day

But that's the same thing I always say

Thought I had it

Thought I had it all figured out

But I was living

Living within my inner doubts

Always worried bout what everybody else does

Never understood how much I needed self love

Sometimes this life

Becomes a blur

Caught up

Never living in the moment

The times goes by

And we get so pissed

But all along

We become our own opponent

I'm so sorry

I didn't love you

But now Im here

Making up for long lost time

No shame

No excuses

The new me is leavin

All the doubts behind

A new day

A new story

Took a minute

It was hard for me to see

I realized

No compromise

My happy ever after starts with me