Thought that all sadness would stop if I just lived in evasion

Turns out I'm sadder than before, been losing with life connection

Late nights on the balconet wishing for a good destiny

Still got a bit of hope

But I'm unsure if that's something I'll get to keep

And what would happen if I disappear?

Maybe it's just one less cry for help to hear

Feel like I'm wasting all my best years

By feeling so powerless, hate living here

I'm miserable

I'm miserable

Feeling tired and feeling numb

So depressed, so almost done

Have a lot of why's but I'm just miserable

Everyday, survival mode, protective shield, no extra words

Conversations with myself, overthinking 'bout overthinking

All of my goals paralyzed, why can't all fix itself?, fear reigns

Think I'm a misunderstood mess

Incapable of succeeding

And what would happen if I disappear?

Maybe it's just one less cry for help to hear

Feel like I'm wasting all my best years

By feeling so powerless, hate living here

I'm miserable

I'm miserable

Feeling tired and feeling numb

So depressed, so almost done

Have a lot of why's but I'm just miserable

I'm miserable

I'm miserable

Feeling tired and feeling numb

So depressed, so almost done

Have a lot of why's but I'm just miserable

Hope after waking up everything's okay in the morning

If not I'm disappearing, this is too exhausting

I know there may be people that love me

But what ifs haunt me, there's a lot that's scary

I'm miserable

I'm miserable

Feeling tired and feeling numb

So depressed, so almost done

Have a lot of why's but I'm just miserable

I'm miserable

I'm miserable

Feeling tired and feeling numb

So depressed, so almost done

Have a lot of why's but I'm just miserable