2249 Days (P13 Edit)

2249 Days

It's been

Two months, you feel like a stranger

I never thought it'd come to this

I avert your gaze

I back away from your kiss

(I swear I heard)

"Step back and let me remind you

Of all those times we have shared"

But I can hardly recall

How it felt to care

I can't handle this

I can't handle this

I can't handle this

I can't handle this

I know it's been

A while since you saw me sober

I can't believe the state I'm in

I know in my heart it's over

I don't wanna let the thought sink in

(I know I've been)

SUCH AN ASSHOLE, I'm sorry, bro

I'm no good with apologies, so here you go

This is the closest I'll ever come

You deserved better than this, oh

(The mistakes I've made)

I can't handle this

(And these moments I've wasted)

I can't handle this

(They all have amounted to shit)

I can't handle this

I can't handle this

(But fuck remorse that's the real waste)

I can't handle this

(And I am in no haste)

I can't handle this

(Go on, take your time with this)

I can't handle this

I can't handle this

It just feels like it's over now

But I don't wanna let go

I've been wasting so much time

Just trying to cope

And everybody's such a bitch about it

And I don't wanna give a shit about it

You really hurt my heart, though

This was a total dick move, bro

Feels like I'm wasting time

Yours and mine

Took no sides

Still lost twice

It just feels like I'm wasting time (wasting time)

Yours and mine

Took no sides

Still lost twice, oh

Everybody's such a bitch about it

(Wasting time)

And I don't wanna give a shit about it

(Yours and mine)

Everybody's talking shit

(Took no sides)

Shit, I know, oh

(Still lost twice)

Everybody's such a bitch about it

(Feels like I'm wasting time)

And I don't wanna give a shit about it

(Yours and mine)

Everybody's talking shit

(Took no sides)

Shit, I know, oh

(Still lost twice)

I can't handle this

I can't handle this

I can't handle this

I can't handle this

I just wanna leave

(I can't handle this)

Just wanna go

(I can't handle this)

Go on and grieve

(I can't handle this)

And let me go

(I can't handle this)

From all your dreams

(I can't handle this)

From all your hopes

(I can't handle this)

I know all those things I said

(I can't handle this)

Made me sound cold

(I can't handle this)

It's all I know