I Messed Up (feat. Joe Budden)

This wasn't what it's supposed to be I went from having fun, to having fantasies And I had every chance to get you away from me, But now I'm just coming back like a feen You went from a sly to a friend and a lover and now your everything Tried to lie and tell myself that you ain't anything, But I'm in your bed with my phone off, Should be at the door, but I doze off When I know I should be leaving, But I can't control how I'm feeling, girl! I messed up, I started to care, Wish I could leave her right after we finished But I stay in it! I messed up, I fell in love with her Not what I wanted, or needed But found it now trying to lose it, I messed up, I messed up, I messed up, yeah! Never did it occure to me That one night of passion could Ever lead to you being the one for me. Can't believe I let you get close to me I'm out of my mind to ever think I could keep this up With out getting caught up with the reality Tryna lie and tell myself you don't mean anything, But I'm in your bed with my clothes off, Should put a condom on, but we go raw And I know I might be tripping, But I can't ignore how you're? feeling, hey I messed up, I started to care, Wish I could leave her right after we finished But I stay in it! I messed up, I fell in love with her Not what I wanted, or needed, But found it now, tryin to lose it, I messed up, I messed up, yeah!