Alive

Baby, where did you go? You know I need you, won't you come back home? I don't like being alone Sometimes it feel like I'm the only person I know, oh (yeah) Um, had to go MIA I had to lay low for a minute, take my time with this shit All the friends I made back when I was 18 Think I'm fucking crazy You don't wanna see my face But I don't wanna find somebody else to be there for Mmm Darling, sometimes Sometimes I wonder if it's passing me by Do I really love you or do you keep me high? Am I really living or am I just alive? (alive) Alive (alive) Taking Adderall for breakfast Guess I really got a motherfuckin' death wish Used to dream of going out at 27 Oh, the things that I would do for attention Shoulda never let a motherfucker play me But I was only 18, can you really blame me? Ditched my first love for a daydream, mm No wonder I'm going fucking crazy Goddamn bitch, I can't take it, no Don't know how to be alone, man, I get anxious, yeah I said I wouldn't text you, but I might 'cause I'm faded Maybe I could get you to a second location, yeah Darling, sometimes Sometimes I wonder if it's passing me by Do I really love you or do you keep me high? Am I really living or am I just alive? (alive) Alive (alive) Don't know your number but I need you tonight Spent half my summer getting fucked up inside Like am I even living or am I just alive? (alive) Alive (alive) I don't wanna be so, be so I don't wanna be so lonely How'd I lose all my homies? I just want real love, y'all are just phony I don't wanna be so lonely I don't wanna be so lonely