How the hell did I get here?

What's the day, what's the year?

I barely recognize this bed that I just woke up in

Dress yourself up as a dream

Sweet talked 'til I fell asleep

Convinced myself it was more peaceful just letting you in

Hid your red flags well, and damn, I bought it

'Cause I spent four years in knowing what I wanted

I might as well have been dead

The way you fucked with my head

Couldn't tell up from down

No voice to make a sound

I must've not been awake

Too numb to see your mistakes

You probably liked it that way, hey

I blame myself, I should've known

I must've been stuck in a coma

I should've known (I should've known)

How the hell did I get here?

The hold you had on me, it disappeared

It's like the curtains opened up and let the sunlight in

Now I see you for the person you are

You only wanted me when I was in the dark

You had the advantage that you were conscious

I was walkin' round nearly unresponsive

I might as well have been dead

The way you fucked with my head

Couldn't tell up from down

No voice to make a sound

I must've not been awake

Too numb to see your mistakes

You probably liked it that way, hey

I blame myself, I should've known

I must've been stuck in a coma

I should've known, should've known, I should've known

Hid the red flags well, and damn, I bought it

Can't get those four years back, but damn, I wanna

I might as well have been dead

The way you fucked with my head

Couldn't tell up from down

No voice to make a sound

I must've not been awake

Too numb to see your mistakes

You probably liked it that way, hey

I blame myself, I should've known

I must've been stuck in a coma

I should've known, should've known, I should've known