Rager In the Ocean

Anxiety

Depression

It stays close to me like my best friend

And I'm up all night I be stressin

This demon in my head it be flexin

I'm free fallin and forever young

Got one life yeah you only die once

So live it up

I'm getting up yeah

This is the calm before the storm

One day my waves will reach the shore

Feel the tsunami start to form

It's a rager in the ocean

I'm sky divin through the ups n downs

Energy I'm putting out is what's comin around

I know what it feels like to ask for help

Deep down yeah you know it would better ya health

I look in the mirror I can't recognize myself

Wont talk to a therapist cant feel what I felt

Be in a good mood that's feeling impossible depression that I'm up against is feelin unstoppable

My pain is inoperable

Never goes away

But I turn it into fire

And I draw em to the flame

Write my name in spray paint all across the hall of fame

Let it echo through the dark in the hallways of the game

I'm a bullet in a gun

Cocked n loaded

Put me to your brain n explode it

Heart full of holes cus the love got eroded

But there's still hope and the plan is in motion

Held my head above water now the sky is drowning

Held my head above water now the sky is drowning

This is the calm before the storm

One day my waves will reach the shore

Feel the tsunami start to form

It's a rager in the ocean

This is the calm before the storm

One day my waves will reach the shore

Feel the tsunami start to form

It's a rager in the ocean