Forever Alone

Well I've been there and back once or maybe twice

I've set you up to fail, taking my advice

Then I danced upon your grave

And now I'm begging you for a favour

The world that I had promised wasn't what it seemed

Just standing by my side made you feel unclean

Now I'm falling from a height

It's memory you want to savour

Yes I'm well aware that I need help

But I never told you a lie that I didn't tell myself

Can I change the track, can I take it back

All the time that I have wasted

And the lies I told when I said that I had grown

Won't you make it stop, give me just a drop

Of the life that I once tasted

Now I've hurt so many people I have known

I'm better off forever alone

Crashing to the ground really gets me high

So I spend another day awaiting your reply

'Cause my friends, they give me love

But they never truly did understand me

Man when I was young the wind was in my sail

Now I feel like nothing but a cautionary tale

Of a man who had it all, but didn't feel like he had a thing

Yes I'm well aware I've crossed that line

But I can't be someone else just to please you all of the time

Can I change the track, can I take it back

All the time that I have wasted

And the lies I told when I said that I had grown

Won't you make it stop, give me just a drop

Of the life that I once tasted

Now I've hurt so many people I have known

I'm better off forever alone

You're gonna get what you deserve

And you're going get what you deserve