Awakening

I open my eyes And I can barely see I feel so weak Am I in heaven? But something feels wrong The taste of salt on my lips There is blood on my hands I can't wash away I thought I was gone Everything said and done Something is calling me I need to carry on Beyond the abyss How can it be that I survived I am not worth a hundred lives Awakening from a long dark dream Raging waves, depths of the sea A man who lives A man who died I believed in the lies Of adventure Of gold and treasure What's the point of moving on While my friends are dead and gone All those pictures that haunt me in the night I should have drowned in the storm I keep fighting my demons alone Telling tales of lost souls I'm broken, I'm cursed All hope is gone I am awakening but nightmares stay They will never fade away, fade away Fade away, fade away That's no tale of glory Brave men or happy endings Just a man who cheated death But is captured inside his head The wind carried our fate On fierce and dark waves Lighting and thunder Doomsday upon us What's the point to be alive All the struggle, all those fights I can't go on I should have drowned in the storm I keep fighting my demons alone Telling tales of lost souls I'm broken, I'm cursed All hope is gone I am awakening but nightmares stay They will never fade away, fade away Fade away, fade away In my dreams, I'm still underwater I was scared but I know it was wrong Sailing away with their last hope I'm searching a chance to salvate I am alive, but I am lost to the ocean I am alive, but my heart still bleeds I am alive, but I can't find salvation I am alive, but It's haunting me I am alive, but I am lost to the ocean I am alive, but my heart still bleeds I am alive, but I can't find salvation I am awakening I keep fighting my demons alone Telling tales of lost souls I'm broken, I'm cursed I survived I am awakening but nightmares stay They will never fade away, fade away Fade away, fade away