Hello My Name Is

Wake up in the morning, put my slippers on my feet

Out my thousand dollar bed, covered in thousand dollar sheets

I just looked up in the mirror at a million dollar me

In this luminescent lights, reflecting on the marble sink

It's a penthouse view so I'm high up when I think

So much passive income, I make money when I sleep

This is million dollar grammar, you can hear it in my speech

And my bank account looking like I practice what I preach

It's a new story every day, Maiya this, Maiya that

Looking at the comments of the Shaderoom, with they lying ass

Mentioning my name to get paid, they ain't shit without me

All these people talking 'bout my life don't know shit about me

Look like a lady, think like a don, Lori Harvey

Brooklyn-bred beauty of Macon and Marcus Garvey

I been cocky since a shorty, so they can't ignore me

I don't need to show my wounds but what I seen scarred me

Foster care facilities, I don't know stability

You don't understand how that shit fucked with me mentally

Seeing kids with they parents, can't control the jealousy

Issues with abandonment, and that's why I need therapy

An angel on the outside, but really, it be hell for me

Starting to feel like everybody got someone except for me

That's why I'm confused when people got shit they expect from me

Tell 'em I ain't got it even if I do, respectfully

A baby watching babies, too young to be this grown

My siblings ain't my kids but I raised 'em like my own

I done seen plenty houses, but none I can call home

So used to feeling lonely so I hate being alone

I feel like they betrayed me, remember feeling angry

Sitting in my room thinking, "Why my parents hate me?"

To know me is to love me regardless of my past

I could tell you everything, you still wouldn't know the half

Sometimes I can't dream 'cause my thoughts is too loud

I been working so hard to make the younger me proud

They wasn't with me feeling empty, crying out for help

They couldn't see it in me, had to see it for myself

Can't forget how that felt, when my friends ain't believe in me

That's why I kept quiet when them labels started meeting me

I don't block blessings, that's why I'm winning secretly

I can be at peace knowing ya only got a piece of me

Sometimes you gotta wait it out, that's what the lesson is

E was the only person willing to invest in this

That's why he the only one I'm splitting all my blessings with

Loyalty is everything, I never gotta question his

The happiest I been, so why I'm feeling anxious?

Thought that it'd feel good telling my siblings that I made it

This pressure getting heavy, this weight is on my shoulders

God knows I'm tired of being his strongest soldier

I can't put a price on this, I put my life in it

My story ain't finished, 'cause ****, I'm still writing it

****, I depend on me, fuck I look like stopping?

I can't afford to quit, losing's not an option