I'm trapped in my thoughts, don't know what words I should say

I'm taking more shots, I got one foot in the grave

So, I've been thinking, late nights in my bed

I've been drinking, just to feel a little sumn', but

No matter what I try it never goes away so now I'm-

Broken in the same damn place

I was here 4 years ago and now I lost faith (I lost faith)

Funny how I really thought that I changed

Wish that I could go back, wish that I could say things, I know

It won't work, I tried my best to change but I guess I'm just lost

I know it, it's showin', I broke my heart

I'm trapped in my thoughts, don't know what words I should say

I'm taking more shots, I got one foot in the grave

So, I've been thinking, late nights in my bed

I've been drinking, just to feel a little sumn', but

No matter what I try it never goes away so now I'm-

Wasting my time, I've been digging my grave

Hating myself so I'm hiding my face

Try to tell me that it's fine but it never goes away

Overthinking too much didn't mean it that way

Try to push me, I can't hold it

I've been hiding my emotions

I've been scared of losing focus

Now I'm falling to the end, ohh

Five months sober, never felt like this

I can't even wake up without me feeling like shit (Feeling like shit)

Bad habits that I know I can't quit

Had a little bit of hope but it's burning real quick

(I know, it'll all come crashing down)

(So, please don't make a sound)

(I'm holding on for life, I hope I fall)

I'm trapped in my thoughts, don't know what words I should say

I'm taking more shots, I got one foot in the grave

So, I've been thinking, late nights in my bed

I've been drinking, just to feel a little sumn', but

No matter what I try it never goes away so now I'm-