Counting Numbers

We are proud to get away some time to think alone

Mixed feelings about the whole thing should you come back

I don't know

Today it was so hard being alone

I can hardly sing gotta hold on:

I'm trying i owe it every day that i wake and stay

(dues i'll pay i'll recognize from our days)

I'm gonna make it you got a lot of things to say

That i'm a selfish human being but i drove alone today

Felt the wind and remembered everything

I laughed today and i'll laugh again tomorrow

I count mistakes but i still gotta find the blessings

Got thinking i'm not happy not thinking right

I can't wash this away but gotta get it out of my mind

Another lonely night all alone drunk in my bed

Think until i close my eyes then wake up and find a new day