The Undying Yearning

What is this Yearning that fulfills myself? Can I remember a Time before? My Memories are lost but not forgotten Still I see just one thing inside my Head The Years go by the Feelings remain Nothing changed and nothing will There's no way out of this Hellhole It will Persist until my end The part of me that screams for trying Relinquishes through my heart into the unknown Still there is a Spark of Hope but I am not the one who will decide An end is lost and far away and I can't find a way out The wait was to long and nothing changed, I misunderstood it all Still my wishes hold me tight I think I have to live with The Undying Yearning Do we all get what we deserve? Are days getting brighter or nights become endless Time will show us our way Then you will remember what you once searched but never found The Years go by the Feelings remain Nothing changed and nothing will There's no way out of this Hellhole It will Persist until my end The part of me that screams for trying Relinquishes through my heart into the unknown Still there is a Spark of Hope but I am not the one who will decide An end is lost and far away and I can't find a way out The wait was to long and nothing changed, I misunderstood it all Still my wishes hold me tight I think I have to live with The Undying Yearning