New Addictions

It's Ovi Wood Pouring up another drink when it's midnight Trynna ease the pain that's in my mind You can see the pain that's in my eyes No I ain't alright, no I ain't alright I always lie and say I'm fine Told you that I'm gon be straight, I just need time I hit your phone, you don't hit mine Why don't you hit mine? I guess it's goodbye Grabbing the bottle, new addictions Hate the way I'm tripping Ain't nobody listen They don't care when I go missing Everyone gets distant I don't fucking get it I been drowning, woah And I can't stay afloat I don't know where to fucking go Where to fucking go Cause I been losing hope Grabbing the bottle new addiction Could waste my time crying tears but I won't The pain tried to pull me under, I stay afloat I don't got no where else that I can go I can go but I know, but I know I know that I'll be better if I heal on my own Ain't nobody cares so I'm just gon go ghost Fighting with depression and I feel so alone So alone, so alone These new addictions trynna tempt me I bottle up my pain but I'm still empty We all got problems but I got too many I been in my feelings now my hearts so heavy I been in my feelings we can talk if you let me But I feel like you ain't ever gon get me I feel like every girl finds a reason To tell me that we'll never be ready I been trynna heal now I'm bleeding You told me it's real, why you leaving You broke my heart into pieces When you said you care, did you mean it Grabbing the bottle, new addictions Hate the way I'm tripping Ain't nobody listen Could waste my time crying tears but I won't