Twelve

Hello, my name is Anton I'm 16 years old I was born in a little city in Poltava region, Ukraine It's called Karlivka I, and I always wanted to be a famous musician Uh, famous as fuck Hello, my name is Anton, I'm 28 years old I live in Lviv for now because of war Uh, you know, a lot of shit is happening in my country right now I'm a musician, I, I kinda love it, sometimes, maybe I always wanted to be famous and successful in making music, you know Using drugs, having a lot of sex, everything Like, having a lot of shows everywhere Around the whole world Like ten shows a week I had no concerts for a long time because of, uh, you know The war is happening right now And our band that consists of four members Uh, we live in different cities And uh, sometimes I think that it would be ridiculous To make music in this situation It's so unbelievable to make music all the time I want to play guitar all the time I want to sing Sometimes, I imagine myself on stage while holding a pencil, looking in the mirror You know, I think this is a special thing for me to perform I'm so sure that it's my thing to perform To be an artist Why do I do this? I don't know I think, I really don't like this reality And uh, making music is my way to escape to another reality I really don't like this one It's so cool to be a leader of a band, you know I'm not gonna be like a bass player or a drummer Uh, but if I could be a drummer I would be a drummer-singer, you know Because I love to sing, to be in front Sometimes I think that I'm not good at anything I can't play piano well I can't sing well, I don't know I don't like it Not like all the time, but, you know My friends always tell me how good I'm at it And uh, I don't think they lie to me or something like this I think I really have something special, maybe I'm not sure if I have any friends right now I'm not sure even if I have a single one Uh, maybe that's why I have a dog She can handle all the friend's functions Uh, her name is Laura and I love her so much