Valentine's Day 1999

I'll take my own school photos from now on

And I want to fall asleep with the sound of the TV on

3am wake up calls to that bright light

If RCA was still around I'd just tug on the red, yellow, and white

Falling victim to my own demise

Just another existential night

Weather came with maternal warning

Brown paper sack and a jacket by the door

Under cobblestone lamp posts

I reminisce when the seasons were a surprise

Falling victim to my own demise

Just another existential night

How will I find the words to say that I need help, need help

You're supposed to know these things, you're on your own now

How will I find the words to say that I need help, need help

You're supposed to know these things, you're on your own now

Falling victim to my own demise

Just another existential night

And I'm holding out hope that one day I'll be alright

Just another existential night

All thanks to Valentine's Day 1999