Totality

Growing weary

Of needing permission

I am finished

Apologizing

Shedding my

Shame and negligence

Leaving my

Collapsing spinelessness

Behind

Finally aligned

 

I’m craving connection

Needing alignment

When I feel the connection

I’m evolving in alignment totality

Take these burdens and burn them all away

 

I promise myself

To turn the other way

I have no tolerance

For this unkindness

I won’t let this

Make me structureless

I can transform this

Release the anguish

 

And grieve

The agony

 

I feel connection

And savor alignment

When I feel the connection

I’m evolving in alignment totality

 

With these tears I will wash it all away

 

My heart is breaking

Let it fall apart

What’s underneath is

Cherished sacredness

Nourish myself

Come back to center

Feel the grief

Let it release

 

So I can

Finally breathe