Fear The Blur

I wouldn't know if I was halfway dead

Your eyes could paralyze where I stand

The medicine I've taken for 10 years has started to play dirty with me

Feeling like a gun that needs to pull the trigger

Fuck me so my brain shows you street art

The only option I can act on is to drink myself away while hurting

Fear burns I scrape my skin to know if I still hurt

Tears blurred my vision won't stay stable

I saw the doctor just the other day she asked if I was feeling better

I told her if I tell you don't be scared just listen to my words much closer

I'm feeling like a gun that needs to pull the trigger

Fuck me so my brain shows you street art

The only option I can act on is to drink myself away while hurting

Fear burns I scrape my skin to know if I still hurt

Tears blurred my vision won't stay stable

Heroes won't come save me

I fear the worst that maybe I'll be the victim that died on their watch

Hear my words don't let me fall

Cause I won't have the strength to pick myself up

I've given it up

I woke the next day wondering what the hell I did last night

Right beside me standing were my friends they were terrified

I asked what happened they said that I lost the will to live so I said

Heroes won't come save me

I fear the worst that maybe I'll be the victim that died on their watch

Hear my words don't let me fall

Cause I won't have the strength to pick myself up

I've given it up

Heroes won't come save me

I fear the worst that maybe I'll be the victim that died on their watch

Hear my words don't let me fall

Cause I won't have the strength to pick myself up

I've given it up