Blinded

I've been in my head

Going real crazy

I keep

Talking Talking Talking Talking

To myself lately

All the mirrors in my house

They've been acting real shady

Cause the person they see now

Is somebody who's in danger

Head about to blow

Grinding the skin on my teeth

Pressure in my bones

Everything cutting so deep

Life has thrown a blow

And the bruises have battered my seams

On a bed of roses

But underneath burying weeds

I've been in my head

Just a little too long

Too long I stared

At the dark and the sun

Looking for that piece of me

Searching through my memories

Clouds formed over my dread

So I climbed above

Broke the floor in my depths

So I learned to jump

To be

A higher me

A higher me

Ready set and go

Fighting the bad that I keep

Surfacing so slow

But I'm heavy in stamping my feet

Never let it grow

As I'm crushing these curses beneath

It won't take hold

Of the person I wanted to be

I've been in my head

Just a little too long

Too long I stared

At the dark and the sun

Looking for that piece of me

Searching through my memories

Clouds formed over my dread

So I climbed above

Broke the floor in my depths

So I learned to jump

To be

A higher me

A higher me

Yeah

Blinded by fights in my head

I keep getting

Blinded by fights in my head

I keep getting

Blinded by fights in my head

I keep getting

Blinded by fights in my head

Blinded by fights in my head

Call me a psycho cause my

Lights off then back on again

How do I get out when I'm

Blinded by fights in my head

Caught in a trap where all is

Black and the night never ends

Caught in phases

Like oh no

Same boy daily

My chokehold

Torn by fading light

No hope

Eating my cake and I

Taste mould

Awake and aching

I need hope

Poison taking it's

Sweet hold

Life is taking time

Time is taking life

Walking on a knife

Cutthroat

Panic

When I'm lost my brain becomes

Static

Filling the blanks without thoughts in my

Attic

Gone for days when I'm feeling

Tragic

Who am I

Where am I

Why am I stranded

Waking daily

From sleepless patterns

Numbing feelings

And forcing actions

Something deep in me

Needs to grow

Cause I'm about to

Blow

I'm getting louder

About these issues

I kept shrouded

Sick of feeling

So damn clouded

Let them go

I say it prouder

Cause the voices

They were pounding

Throwing bricks

And breaking glasses

I am hope

Envisioned futures

Where I never

Needed sutures

Cause my head my heart my skin

Is made of stone

And if I'm ever feeling blinded

I'll steer myself stay guided

Then go walk right through that smoke