Got What I Wanted

Broke down on the freeway Can't believe I called my father My accounts are over drawn I'm over worked and I'm so tired Just tryna keep my head above the water, mm He said you're anything but average But something doesn't add up 'Cause why do I feel damaged When I do my best, but it's still not enough When life becomes work, what do I do for fun? Hard to admit, on the tip of my tongue I know I should love this but this shit is messing me up And that really sucks, mmm I thought this would feel different It'd be everything I wanted But the only thing that's changed is that everyone knows all of my problems But nobody knows how to solve 'em, mmm Pour my insides on the pages Turn my feelings into profit So I make all these mistakes And I don't think I know how to stop it But if I'm being honest, I guess that I got what I wanted I used to hope that growing up people would stick around But now I know enough, the ones that do just bring me down They're telling me to swim while watching me drown I'm using up all of my oxygen to make sure that I know I won't be forgotten 'Cause one day when I'm gone, these songs will be the proof you weren't the only one I thought this would feel different It'd be everything I wanted But the only thing that's changed is that everyone knows all of my problems But nobody knows how to solve 'em, mm Pour my insides on the pages Turn my feelings into profit So I make all these mistakes And I don't think I know how to stop it But if I'm being honest, I guess that I got what I wanted Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, (mmm) Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh (mmm) I guess that I got what I wanted