Healing

I keep it bottled up 'Til it comes pouring out Someone brings his name up My walls all come crashing down Take two steps back, then take three forward It's taking longer than it should This heartbreak is all out of order But it's all good I'm learning, I'm grieving, I'm hurting I'm keeping my head above water and drowning my feelings I'm up, and I'm down, so sure of myself 'Til I doubt just about everything And I'm picking up pieces, I'm slowly believing I can still miss him and know I don't need him 'Cause moving on don't happen in a straight line It's uneven, I-I-I-I'm healing I'm finding out losing him Meant finding a part of me That I didn't know was there And she's all I need While I'm learning, I'm grieving, I'm hurting I'm keeping my head above water and drowning my feelings I'm up, and I'm down, so sure of myself 'Til I doubt just about everything And I'm picking up pieces, I'm slowly believing I can still miss him and know I don't need him 'Cause moving on don't happen in a straight line It's uneven, I-I-I-I-I'm healing, healing I-I-I-I-I-I'm healing, healing I take two steps back, then take three forward It's taking longer than I wanted to But I'm gonna get there soon 'Cause I'm learning, grieving, hurting Keeping my head above water and drowning my feelings Up and I'm down, so sure of myself 'Til I doubt just about everything And I'm picking up pieces, I'm slowly believing I can still love him and know I don't need him 'Cause moving on don't happen in a straight line It's uneven I-I-I-I'm healing, healing I-I-I-I'm healing, healing I-I-I-I'm healing, healing