I Don't Want to Die By Strings

Blind in my steps

Am I falling like every other autumn leaf?

Bound to my flaws, hanging vulnerable

In darkness on the ocean floor

If only I was separate from what I created, oh

Ooh

Maybe things would be better

If we undid this knot and ended our hunger strike

Following in the footsteps of my grandmother

She welcomed all her pain

So I'm keeping any extra I made to myself

I wouldn't have expected anyone to notice it

Tonight I don't, I don't want to die

But tomorrow, I might

Stuck to my false sense of self

Hanging vulnerable in darkness we can't seem

To ever get away from everything we want

What if I was only waiting for my chance to jump?

Tonight I don't, I don't want to get high

But tomorrow, I might

I'll be prepared to die

I'll be prepared to die

Tonight

Kiss my mom and dad goodbye

I'll be prepared to die

Tonight, tonight