Well I loved you when I was 19, I didn't think of anything else

And you were there when I turned 20, well I barely knew myself

Yeah remember our first winter, didn't have much to do

We stayed up drinking old Stout with the only folks we knew

And I remember, looking in your eyes

And I remember, trying not to cry

Honey I remember, coffee in my cup

And my hands were shaking but I wasn't waking up

Well we talked about getting married and the kids we would have

We don't talk about that anymore, we ain't living in the past

But there were holes in the door and ash on the ground

And roaches in the bathroom, yeah we had the greatest place in town

And I remember, looking in your eyes

And I remember, trying not to cry

Honey I remember, coffee in my cup

And my hands were shaking but I wasn't waking up

And the day that you left, you know I left too

Headed north up Lake Michigan til I ran outta room

And the hours moved along just like any other day

But the sun went down and I closed my eyes

You were a thousand miles away

And I remember, looking in your eyes

And I remember, trying not to cry

Honey I remember, coffee in my cup

And my hands were shaking but I wasn't waking up

And my hands were shaking, and I'm never waking up