I'm sorry if I'm not myself

I've been going through it, and it feels like hell

Living with these memories, they don't help

Looking back, and it's been so long

You wouldn't even know it 'cause you've been gone

I can feel it coming, but I gotta move on

I'm lucid and fighting my way out of the dark

Trying to breathe, overwhelmed by my thoughts

Facing myself, but I don't know where to start

I'm in the middle of a nightmare

And it's not going away

I'm buried under the broken dreams, I don't know who to blame

I'm in a never-ending nightmare

I know I'm going insane

And when I'm under the curtain call, there's nothing left to save

There's nothing left to save

So many wrong turns led me to this

I had the world at my fingertips

See my reflection, it's making me sick

It's making me sick

I'm lucid and fighting my way out of the dark

Trying to breathe, overwhelmed by my thoughts

Facing myself, but I don't know where to start

I'm in the middle of a nightmare

And it's not going away

I'm buried under the broken dreams, I don't know who to blame

I'm in a never-ending nightmare

I know I'm going insane

And when I'm under the curtain call, there's nothing left to save

There's nothing left to save

There's nothing left to save

How many times have I fallen apart?

Waking up, wondering, what are these scars?

To figure it out, I'll go back to where it starts

I'm in the middle of a nightmare

And it's not going away

I'm buried under the broken dreams, I don't know who to blame

I'm in a never-ending nightmare

I know I'm going insane

And when I'm under the curtain call, there's nothing left to save

There's nothing left to save