If Only Letting You Go

It seems so long ago

Don't know where did you go

Did it get better

Moving on, on your own

Toss and turning to and fro

Now only memories, keep you close

It seems so long ago

Still I can't let you go

How did you fill the space

In your days, nights alone

If only I held on to you

To let you know

So baby don't go

You will always be the one

Stay with me forever like no

There was never anybody but you

If only letting you go

Could change these feelings I hold

Save myself from the pain

Find peace in my soul

If only letting you go

Would be a lie I could hide

Telling myself that time will fill up this hole

I'd lie and say, I'm fine, but you'd never know

I wish I never let you go

Only if I let you know

You were the one

Got a heart of gold

Didn't mean to be so cold

And now I'm praying, baby, something will change

Every night I wake calling your name

If only letting you go

Could change these feelings I hold

Take away all the pain

Refind some control

If only letting you go

Would mean in time you might find

A way back home here to me again, whoa

If only letting you go

Could change these feelings I hold

Save myself from the pain

Find peace in my soul

If only letting you go

Would be a lie I could hide

Telling myself that time will fill up this hole

I'd lie and say, I'm fine, but you'd never know