I Don't Wanna Want To

Just another day I’m all alone here in this bed

Doing what I can to keep these memories out of my head

Going through the motions me, myself and this mess

Picking up the pieces you left

Every time my phone rings I just hope I see your name

And every time I go out I just wanna see your face

I swear this is the last time that I’ll call out of the blue

‘Cause I know you don’t want me to (but…)

I don’t wanna want to call you up

I don’t wanna want to feel your touch

I don’t wanna wake up with you on my mind

I don’t wanna want to want you back

But I don’t wanna leave you in the past

And I’m trying to let go but I still love you

(And) I don’t wanna want to

Do I still come up in conversations with your friends

And when you’re by yourself, do you still reminisce

‘bout the way you used to love that taste of cherry on my lips

Wish I could get one more kiss

I don’t wanna want to call you up

I don’t wanna want to feel your touch

I don’t wanna wake up with you on my mind

I don’t wanna want to want you back

But I don’t wanna leave you in the past

And I’m trying to let go but I still love you

(And) I don’t wanna want to

Forgive me darlin’ cause it’s out of my hands

Forgetting you is not what my heart had planned

I don’t wanna want to call you up

I don’t wanna want to feel your touch

I don’t wanna wake up with you on my mind

I don’t wanna want to want you back

But I don’t wanna leave you in the past

And I’m trying to let go but I still love you

And I hope someday I won’t be thinking of you

(Cause) I don’t wanna want to

I don’t wanna want to