Don't look at me now

I fucking suffered through the worst and I still I let myself down

I'm pulling teeth for a crown

You'll watch me slowly bleed out

Snow turn red writing lines filled with doubts

Did the hurt feel good

Your eyes looked wrong as you spoke to me, you told me I should

Stop acting like you're misunderstood

Did the hurt feel good

Stuttering in my thoughts and I'm staring at black dots

Psyche blank full and off I am miserable and lost

They saw my wrist my kin accosted

What's the cost if something caustic

That's been festering for naught

I've learned some lessons not en-

It's not enough it never was

Tried to scream for help it's only noticed when I c-

Uh

I tried to love you tryna fuck

Distance has misplaced what I once thought would be enough

Don't look at me now

I fucking suffered through the worst and I still I let myself down

I'm pulling teeth for a crown

You'll watch me slowly bleed out

snow turn red writing lines filled with doubts

Did the hurt feel good

Your eyes looked wrong as you spoke to me, you told me I should

Stop acting like you're misunderstood

Did the hurt feel good

Did the hurt feel good

Your eyes looked wrong as you spoke to me, you told me I should

Doubts

Snow