There’s some trouble with me telling lies

Truth is I don’t really know if what I’m doing’s right

I confess I’m still afraid to take a look inside

I’m afraid of what I’m really like

It’s like I feel some karma coming for something that I cannot see

Like I’ll need to answer for everything that can haunt me

I know the face

Disappointment is old

I’m disappointed in pain

It’s disappointing to know

And I’ve been tryna do the math of what’s more of a shame

The thought of giving up or living with unbearable weight

While the decision to be nothing is a gamble with fate

The leap of faith is still a chance I don’t know if I can take

But maybe I just need to get away

Or maybe I just need another tone

Can you see them getting on the train?

It must be time to go

I wanna dive in

My only worry is arriving

But I think I’m ready to try this

I’m finally ready to try

If you wanna go then I’ll go

And if you wanna run then I’ll run

If you need to wait then I’ll stay around

I won’t leave you there in the sun

If you wanna go then I’ll go

And if you wanna run then I’ll run

If you need to wait then I’ll stay around

I’ll stay around with you

I found some heaven on my back porch

Surrounded by the reasons that I’m still here

I don’t believe in any forces that are claimed within a faith

But I can recognize that I still got the fear

You see I’m only possible with the people that hold me

But the only possible path for me is to make a choice

And lately my brain has started to show me I won’t be

Anybody’s anything if I don’t use my voice

But is it that I’ve got something to say?

Or just that I don’t like feeling alone?

If it’s the latter could I be to blame?

I guess I’ve been losing my rope

I can show a smile on the good days

But I can be the worst if you know me

It could be time for a new way

Will you show me?

If you wanna go then I’ll go

And if you wanna run then I’ll run

If you need to wait then I’ll stay around

I won’t leave you there in the sun

If you wanna go then I’ll go

And if you wanna run then I’ll run

If you need to wait then I’ll stay around

I’ll stay around with you

I’ll stay around

I’ll stay around with you

I’ll stay around

I wanna dive in

My only worry is arriving

But I think I’m ready to try this

I’m finally ready to try

I wanna dive in

My only worry is arriving

But I think I’m ready to try this

I’m finally ready to try

I wanna dive in

My only worry is arriving

But I think I’m ready to try this

I’m finally ready to try

I wanna dive in

My only worry is arriving

But I think I’m ready to try this

I’m finally ready to try