Guilty

I just realized you won’t be at my birthday for the rest of my years

I just realized you won’t ever be there to wipe away my tears

In the back of my mind we’re laughing in my car like we’re kids

I hope your friends are comforting you, I know they never ever did

Do your parents hate me as much as I regret you

Do you feel any kind of emptiness inside of your room

And did you throw away the pictures that I drew

Cuz I know you throw away everything you get used to

Don’t blame me for your mistakes

Don’t hate me for ending us this way

And don’t twist my words cuz you’re feeling guilty today

Don’t yell at me cuz I called you out

Don’t cry and put it on me somehow

And don’t you dare beg me to stay

Do you miss the secret sleepovers at my house

I hope your clothes are feelling fucking comfortable on you now

I hope you find some peace of mind in that little head of yours

Lord you took mine when you came walking through the door

I’m no detective but I think you crossed some lines

And I know I’m not innocent but at least I can say I tried

You know my momma knows how to lie too

Cuz she lied when she said she liked you

Don’t blame me for your mistakes

Don’t hate me for ending us this way

And don’t twist my words cuz you’re feeling guilty today

Don’t yell at me cuz I called you out

Don’t cry and put it on me somehow

And don’t you dare beg me to stay

You won’t do this again

No I don’t wanna be friends

I hope someone can make you half as happy

You’ll never see me again

You won’t apologize to my friends

Cuz you lost me