Encore

I'm trying to figure my shit

Out so I can finally shut my eyelids

Just need a good night's sleep maybe a little weed

'Cause this stupid voice inside my head just won't stop nagging me

I'm kinda nervous and feeling worthless

I hit the stage then I throw up behind the curtains

My therapist won't take my calls I'm going crazy

But I know that she's been going through her own shit lately

So I guess I'm going this alone

Sit back relax scroll on your phone

Enjoy the show

'Cause I don't need someone to have my back

I tell my friends "I'm fine I'm doing well and not to brag

But I've never been this good and I'm wishing I could stay this way forever"

Keep my demons in my head so all my friends think I'm in heaven

'Cause I'm sick of bringing everybody down

I can see it in their faces every time I move my mouth

Are the minutes getting longer does your mind begin to wander around

Only halfway through the encore and I'm losing the crowd

I'm pretty wasted self-medicated

Too drunk to play in some dilapidated basement

Trying to sober up enough to read the set list

But I can't help thinking that should've eaten breakfast

I'll wind up crying on the floor

Pick up your refund at the door

But rest assured

That I don't need someone to have my back

I tell my friends "I'm fine I'm doing well and not to brag

But I've never been this good and I'm wishing I could stay this way forever…"

'Cause I'm sick of bringing everybody down

I can see it in their faces every time I move my mouth

Are the minutes getting longer does your mind begin to wander around

Only halfway through the encore and I'm losing the crowd

I'm losing the crowd

I'm always losing the crowd

'Cause I'm sick of bringing everybody down

I'm losing the losing the crowd

I can see it in their faces every time I move my mouth

I'm losing the crowd